I look around me and I see what I've become
I know it's time to make a change
I've made so many mistakes and I don't know where to start
Got so damn much to rearrange
I look inside myself to find the strength I need
To face this mountain I must climb
It's kind of funny how I dwell on memories
When it seems I have so much to hide
And it aint easy
To face the mountain that I've built myself
It's a steep and rocky climb
It took so many years to build so high
Lord knows it's gonna take some time
Cause it ant easy - no it aint easy